Smile. +)

Smile and no one will ever know how much you detest going to work.

Smile and no one will ever know that you wished you could die.

Smile and no one will ever know that your heart breaks whenever you think of not dancing for a year.

Smile and no one will ever know what you're thinking at the moment.

Smile and no one will ever hear the apologies and the sorrys that you have accumulated over the year.

Smile and no one will ever know your memories because you drown them in your own pool of pity.

Smile and no one will ever know that you're scared to death about everything.

Smile and no one will ever try to understand why you seem so sad.

Smile and no one will ever wonder why you seem to fade out of the picture.

Smile and no one will ever know how how much you don't want to do this.

Smile and no one will ever see beyond the glasses and the laughter.

Smile and no one will ever question why you always talk about death.

Smile and no one will ever imagine a life without you.

Smile and no one will ever think that you're emotional.

Smile and no one will ever realise that you always wear black because you think that's the only colour that fits you.

Smile and no one will ever know that you think you're a freak.

Smile and no one will ever notice when you start to walk away.

Smile and no one will ever know that you want to die a dramatic death so that everyone will remember you for how you died.

Smile and no one will ever remember your tears or remember you crying.

Smile and no one will ever remember you being angry or sad about anything.

Smile and no one will ever think that you have lost more than just a part of yourself.

Smile and no one will ever know that you depend on your egoistic self and your independence to survive.

Smile and no one will ever figure out that you dance to live.

Smile and no one will ever imagine that you think of her. 

Smile and no one will ever.

Ever. 
Ever.
Ever.

Know the difference.

Because no one looks at your eyes anymore. 

As long as the corners of the mouth are upturned and you laugh, people think you're happy. People think that you're fulfilled. No one ever thinks of you as an empty husk of a human being.

You know that life is still worthwhile, if you just smile. 

Because no one ever knows the difference.